Unedited ;)

My dream last night. Writing it down while it is still fresh in my mind. :) This was possibly the most realistic dream I have ever had.

Staying in a parked car with Charlie during a rainstorm. The heater on, us sitting together in the rain, the blurry reflection of the droplets making shifting shadows on his bare chest, outlining every muscle. Not another car within miles, silent except for the sound of the water quietly hitting the car. Our bodies close, almost completely covered by the warm folds of a blanket, my breathing deep as he kisses down my neck. His strong arms around me, revealing the hunger and passion, as my body is heating up. The touch of his fingertips giving me goosebumps, and as I shiver, he pulls me in closer. He starts kissing me lower and lower, until his hands are by my waist. Our completely unclothed bodies interlock, his fingers intertwine with mine, as his breathing is more shallow, and my heart cannot find the right rhythm...

(some is r rated hah)

... We lie down on the seat, his body right behind mine, trying to warm each other up under the oversized red blanket. As I turn to face him, his hands gently grab the sides of my face, and he pulls me in for a long, sure kiss. I turn my body to embrace him, and he warms me up by holding me closer.

"You're beautiful," he says, not like a question or a suggestion, but more like a nonchalant fact.

"And you have a great talent for sucking up," I reply.

"Stupid, stupid girl." He smiles and kisses my shoulder -covered by my tangled hair- and starts tracing circles on my back. "I love you, though." An unknown force tugs at my heart whenever he pronounces those three words, my breath gets caught, and I feel dizzy. He toys with my bangs, and kisses the tip of my nose. Seemingly tired, he brings my head down to his clavicle, as his breathing slows and steadies. I could feel his chest slowly rising and falling, his heartbeat, the pulse of his veins. His muscles relaxed as he drifted off into sleep.

I stay awake while I mentally save the contours of his face, so I could attempt to capture his perfection on paper later on. This man (for physically he can no longer pass for merely a teen), completely relaxed, and in my arms. He is everything I have ever wanted, and all I needed.

I must have fallen asleep too, for when I woke up, it was him looking at me with that goofy smile. "You're mine," he says while I yawn, still disoriented from awakening. On my left hand, I thought I saw a reflection of the dawn outside, when I noticed an elegant ring. "If you accept, we will be each others' forever."
I paused, unsure of what has just occured.
"Yan, I have been waiting for the right moment this entire time. I planned on doing something huge, but then I realized that if we are to celebrate our love, we have to celebrate it how we will for the rest of our lives. Together, and close. My dear, may I have your lovely hand in marriage?" He looked nervous, but definitely sure. I thought I saw a sparkle of fear cross his face, when I released the thought because there was nothing for him to fear.

"Yes."

His eyes light up, he hugs me tight, and does not let me say more as he starts kissing me while the sun slowly rises over the horizon, and we lose track of time.

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